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Vogue's Fall Report 2009

" The Best,Of The Best Of The Best! "

FEMALE MUTULATION : Sexuality

The practice of female circumcise is a method to stitch up a woman's vagina protect them from sex until marriage. It has been traditionally used and in the process of ban still in Uganda. NO ANESTHETIC! So she would feel every slice and poke. Some died, but mothers are proud to take their daughters hands and walk threw the welcome door mat to get seen by the doctors. During the practice the health issues host external female genitals that is partially/totally removed and creates scar tissue that can cause complications during labor, which will prolong bleed. Socially it’s used throughout Uganda and between 1-140 million woman and girls has been circumcised

complications and physcial problems are known such as - The highest maternal and infant mortality rates are in FGM-practicing regions.The actual number of girls who die as a result of FGM is not known. However, in areas in the Sudan where antibiotics are not available, it is estimated that one-third of the girls undergoing FGM will die.Conservative estimates suggest that more than one million women in Centrafrican Republic (CAR), Egypt, and Eritrea, the only countries where such data is available, experienced adverse health effects from FGM.One quarter of women in CAR and 1/5 of women in Eritrea reported FGM-related complications. Where medical facilities are ill-equipped, emergencies arising from the practice cannot be treated. Thus, a child who develops uncontrolled bleeding or infection after FGM may die within hours.
Intense pain and/or hemorrhage that can lead to shock during and after the procedure. A 1985 Sierra Leone study found that nearly 97 percent of the 269 women interviewed experienced intense pain during and after FGM, and more than 13 percent went into shock. Hemorrhage can also lead to anemia.
Wound infection, including tetanus. A survey in a clinic outside of Freetown (Sierra Leone) showed that of 100 girls who had FGM, 1 died and 12 required hospitalization. Of the 12 hospitalized, 10 suffered from bleeding and 5 from tetanus.24 Tetanus is fatal in 50 to 60 percent of all cases.25
Damage to adjoining organs from the use of blunt instruments by unskilled operators.
Urine retention from swelling and/or blockage of the urethra.

it is know that most mothers who had it done to them is more than likly to do it to their daughter(s)and Men help continue the practice by refusing to marry women who have not had FGM or by allowing or paying for their daughters' procedures.








Still think you mom Mean Business??

My affirmination to take stand as a Journalist(in Training)

By young adults having no firm code of disciplinary especially in CO-ED dorms, it has caused a collegiate to at accordingly. College students have a little culture within the bounds of campus that often practice sex before marriage. Spiritually its in no one's religion but mind stated is used as if "It delays the ceremony’s will be before marriage. (Un) A health issue involves out - of- wedlock pregnancies, divorce, unhappy homes, venereal diseases, ending of education and careers and i can go on for days! College students are one of the most intelligent, better provided material, and opportunity seekers of his generation but one minor mistake will do major damage by being conned into slippery relationships by "she's nice looking”. Emotional and socially a perspective student may have strong firm morals but is quiet because of being laughed or ignored psychologically or subsequently. Even thought its to tough to dig into the roots of the problem, the area lies not from home, church, or college itself, but the person that has the concept of respecting his/her new meaning to vility to moral strive. We don’t have to look far away in mileage such as Africa to be able to correspond a cultural practice that is unhealthy used when we can sense it locally.

Speak The Truth & Nothing OF It ; I Say!

she's Crazy, she's Cool. She dominate this School!. wow college is nothing but the truth!im sure someone is on my boat. having the morning classes, the sad face
when you see the lunch menu and end up eating pizza everyday subsequently.living in co-ed dorms and TRYNNA look pretty in pj's,lmao.this experience is different for me. its not high school or UPWARD BOUND. your prolonged friends are you enemies and i am unable to make fashion statments while being late for class 8 in the mornin after after going to sleep 3 in the A.M. (ERRRRRR) freshmen seminars arethe worst and the prettiest boy on campus looks like your EX!,hahaha.Still wishing i had someone to talk to or texx 4 in the morning to make it all worth while,or a special dog i had since 4 to fill a void but fortunally my baby is in paradise. THE BOTH OF THEM. college is??? college is???? nothing i expect. classes are a handful, but i wuldnt give my schedule up for the world.Modelingn practice is nice, and the suite mates are the best!. 605b, we the top Models!. idk what im looking for per sayy, its just something missin and its damn sure aint them track parties. (them boys are nasty; I promise)Cold in the summa time on campus? {X} cleaning the room 5 min before inspection {X} and havin a party 1 st week on campus {X}....sumthing still missing???.... im bound to find out

My Desire Shall not be nor more than my Claim

one of my most infamous inspirators; Marylin Monroe.The thought of a beautiful, prolific,indiviual besides myself that is known to walk this earth to not want fame but greatness


"I knew I belonged to the public and to the world, not because I was talented or even beautiful, but because I had never belonged to anything or anyone else."

beauty is madness

I am on this Journey,planning to strive for reality. I am not a superhuman so when the one who I thought knew stabbs me in the back, all i did was bleed.No one never gave me a napkin or ask did i need help ,so I jus set there wif Apprehension.Sometimes I am Lonley, so I cry. when i cry there is this sound that the wind makes;but only if the wind is cold.Like on a day where the sun moves behind a cloud while the devil beats his wife.Others times but not to often I have a image that runs in the back of my head about the 1st day I met my bestfriend or the 1st time where I made the honor roll and my daddy was proud.The cries slow me down ,but I can feel my destination.On this Journey I ask mysellf " Am I alive"?
because my body never feels weak, but my feet does move Ive been blind since the day I lost my Virginity but I kno my heart failed so many miles back because the fact that I neva culd keep up in this game.Hunger constantly tells me to eat, but I challenge mysellf and I lost so much and I stumbled over so many rocks but the rocks made me mature;I fell for so many whethers but it made me wiser and all the paths I could have taken, lead me to who I became, And I Am Only her.Micole.

My First 18+ Club at Myrtle Beach

FlashBack to my first Year Of HighSchool

Call me Barbie Cause Im Fake!.

dayummmm! this weekend has been so depleteing and miserable. According to the law of attraction I brought that mess in my life. A misunderstanding between my closest frienns and "my use to bee boyfrienn" that i will never claim even if he was a alien and neededa wife and a greencard!,Plus his frienns the the fatt joints, the 26 year older that cooled it wiff 17 year olders and the one who works at iverson picking up trash as his job(wink-Wink) Sheeesh!, send me to rehab and call it a day!. The last straw was when Gerrell said i was fake(Todayy)and hes's real and for me to quote unquote " Halla Back". put me in a mini dress and in a doll house and im done!.(By the way i wrote him saying HI. I cant believe that someone wuld think that i am fake. I never kept all my feelings inside. I never been off and on wiff a person unless that was acting shady first!,i even kept it a FUCKING 100 in my post below. boys will bee boys and the attraction will be the attraction. So for now on i will relate to this secret, law of attraction thinie ma-Jiggy and keep it as "a affirmative action is 100 time powerful 1 billion negetive actions.". college and a beeday cumming up in August who to say i need to worry about a single male low minded human to think of me in such away.I AM INDEED APPLAUDED!. my frienns will stay true if they ever were. Coppin State University Here I come wiff The law of attraction!(p.s Dont now what the law of attraction is tune in on nik's Bloglisted below.
Nik's = http://blackblonde.blogspot.com/

It's been to long and Im lost without you

My dearest sweet Polo. The problem is people say you gone, i know yu didnt leeve.the definition of leaving is no returning,so i will never see you again.Who lied to them? You are so close but yet so far away.see yu later is the more like it.I miss you. Im lost without you but i can even maintain really. Its a big disguise. How i walk around and tell people the story about you when they ask,like it dont eat me up inside. i wanna let you know that i love you. The last thing i said to you about that i was saying how"i care about you" and you said you believed me when really we was suppose to be saying fuck each other. I have a problem of accepting the fact that your not on earth.Imma leeve it as we went without seeing each other for a while and telling myself that you said you was gonna try to get a ride(like you always said when it rained).Im kinda happy i didnt find that picha of us that we took cause i would die. imma bee some insane freak that would try to do some voo-doo mess trynna bring you back.(Jus kidding). I couldnt accept the fact that every other girl wanted you but i can say that i accept that god wanted you. i know your safe from Drama. ( from mee to,cause i did cause some). lls. boo you got me sitting here crying and smiling. smiling cause i can be able to say you where in my world. crying cause i got this "i miss you" song by aaliyah on repeat. In a special most respected way. I am your keeper and i love you wiff all my heart. You and Deuce!.i cant even stop writting jus like i couldnt leeve your gravesite or when you spent the nite or i spent the nite. I cant leeve you . i would let a snake bit me, i would give away all my clothes and bee homeless,my would travel back in the slave years and live,i would not eat for a 100 days,JUST TO BEE WITH YOU AND TALK TO YOU FOR A DAY. imagine what i would do jus to have you back forever!.i wanted to say all this when i was feeling it. The rite moment. Its jus been to long and i need you. When i spent the day at the gravesite and sat and jus stared. I was speechless. Imma keep that promise i raising money for your grave plot.Polo The Star, i truly am fucked up. my hands are shaking and i cant even write nomore = (. love you.

Educating my mind As A Journalist

LONDON – Only death could silence Henry Allingham.Allingham, who was the world's oldest man when he died Saturday at 113, attributed his remarkable longevity to "cigarettes, whisky and wild, wild women."

Jokes aside, he was a modest man who served as Britain's conscience, reminding young people time and time again about the true cost of war.

"I want everyone to know," he told The Associated Press during an interview in November. "They died for us."

He was the last surviving original member of the Royal Air Force, which was formed in 1918. He made it a personal crusade to talk about a conflict that wiped out much of a generation. Though nearly blind, he would take the outstretched hands of visitors in both of his, gaze into the eyes of children, veterans and journalists and deliver a message he wanted them all to remember about those left on the battlefield.

"I don't want to see them forgotten," he would say quietly. "We were pals."

Only a handful of World War I veterans remain of the estimated 68 million mobilized. There are no French veterans left alive; just one left now in Britain; and the last living American-born veteran is Frank Woodruff Buckles of Charles Town, West Virginia. The man believed to have been Germany's last surviving soldier has also died.File - Britain's oldest man Henry Allingham aged 112 and the last British serviceman alive to have volunteered for active duty in the First World War, holds a copy of his book at a launch in London, in this Sept.23, 2008 file photo. St Dunstan's care home in Ovingdean, near Brighton on England's south coast, says Allingham died early Saturday July 18, 2009. He was one of only two surviving World War I veterans in Britain and had been the world's oldest man since June 19. He was 113.Allingham remained outspoken until his death, pleading for peace and begging anyone who would listen to remember those who died.

"I think we need to make people aware that a few men gave all they had to give so that you could have a better world to live in," he said. "We have to pray it never happens again."

Goodwin said Allingham's funeral will take place in Brighton. He is survived by five grandchildren, 12 great-grandchildren, 14 great-great grandchildren and one great-great-great grandchild.

A heart that still Beats

Dear Someone
To someone that was my friend for a least 3 years. To someone that somehow we stopped talking, to someone that would know the same thing i was thinking when a girl would walk past wiff a unimaginitave outfit on. To someone that would talk allnite and laugh till the sun come up about nuffin. to someone that shared rooms wiff me over the summer. to someone that would walk up and down the street wiff me round trinidad jus to go to the store,and yes someone who would play on the phone wiff me 3 oclock in the morning then wake up at 7 to go to class,My frienn I still Call Tonika =]

I must Confess Im Still I love With My Ex [X]

I dont know what to say or how it go But My ex still runs threw my mind. It feels like he dont even like me 99% but the 0.1% continues for me to think that its still a chance,lls. I force myself to take the energy off of his name but when his name comes up all the memories evolves. hes like my rose in between the concrete ground or the storm in a 100 year drought. The name will never or shall come out my Mouth, but beautiful brownskinned dreadhead wiff the distinctive laugh is the continuence of my post. You will never get the letter i wrote you and the print of my lips on the letter from the red lipstick that indeed brought out some tears. The door is shut on this relationship war and farewll Gerrell, My ex that i jus now confessed

The Fact Of NEVER Knowing

YOU NEVER KNOW
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You never know when someone
might catch a dream from you.

Or something you say may open up the windows
of a mind that seeks light;

The way you live may not matter at all,
But you never know, it might.

And just in case it could be
that another's life, through you,

might possibly change for the better
with a better and brighter view,

it seems it might be worth a try
at pointing the way to the right;

Of course, it may not matter at all,
but then again, it might.
~~ Author Unknown ~~

Where Have Ive Been All My Life?

Props To Raqueal Reed,trya & Friends, Kesh,Elena, and Manuel Frm Teen Vogue , and the clown frm outback steakhouse =]

Art In My Eyes : Micole Was Here